time to check in again ... after being poisoned ...ACCIDENTALLY ... over two years ago ... i have reached the end of my earth journey ... i am back on hospice and getting all the final stuff figured out ... i am so very blessed ! to have had all this time to process ... to heal ... what a blessing, to be able to talk to my son, to talk to my mom and sisters about the passing ... to make sure it is all said that needs to be said ... i am going to try to get some more written about what these past two years have been and more of the early days of Hippi-dom as i lived it ...
i sure love all of you who have supported me during this time and those who are giving of their time now and helping star and i ... talk about Love ... my heart could burst ! April 30,2008

it doesn't look as though i will have the energy to do much more than this posting ... these thoughts are, some in in the form of a prayer ... many of you knew i was a run-a-way, though i was in my 20's, still; i ran-a-way and made sure as i could that my family would not find me ... i became afraid they would try to take my son away from me, long story; what i want to say about the healing in it, is that i was very wrong about my mother ... she turned out to be more beautiful, loving, and forgiving than i was, and i am sure the best of me was a reflection of her ... so MOM, all blessing to you for recieving me back with such love and acceptance showing me the way ...
which brings me to Plunker, who always wanted us to stay real and keep it right with our families if it wasn't ... i wasn't an easy one ... way too stubborn ! smiling face ! ... a prayer i have for my brothers, earlier i had posted what a gift Steven Principal had been to me at this end ... he kept the ozone comming to me which i am sure gave me two more years of life ... through this i became aware of the skisim between he and Plunker ...i know about those kind of things, as i have had a few '?' throughout the years, with many sisters and brothers ... the past two years i have tried to heal as much of this as i could ... easier said than done ... tough, 'ole' ego ... smiling face ... it is my prayer, that these two brothers that i have come to love, one since 1975 and one for the past few years will, one day; heal this for the good of our brother/sisterhood ... our great sky and earth Mom's will love all their children loving one another ... i am sure it is in the plan for Peace On Earth ... let us give it our best ...

i never was able to write more ... within this site, is a good sketch of my life ... again, thanks to all of you for loving me and being my friends ... it has meant a lot... Happpy Trails to you, until we meet again, Happy trails to you, keep smiling until then, Happy trails to you, till we meet again ! noguns June 29, 2008